"DREAD AND TREMBLING"
Olaudah Equiano offers a first-
account of his arrival in the West Indies in 1756.
As the vessel drew nearer, we plainly saw the harbor and other ships of
different kinds and sizes and we soon anchored amongst them off Bridgetown.
Many merchants and planters came on board...They put us in separate parcels
and examined us attentively. They also made us jump, and pointed to the land,
signifying we were to go there. We thought by this we should be eaten by
these ugly men, as they appeared to us. When soon after we were all put down
under the deck again, there was much dread and trembling among us and nothing
but bitter cries to be heard all the night from the apprehensions. At last
the white people got some old slaves from the land to pacify us. They told us
we were not to be eaten, but to work, and were soon to go on land, where we
should see many of our country people. This report eased us much, and sure
enough, soon after we landed, there came to us Africans of all languages.
We were conducted immediately to the merchant's yard, where we were all
pent up together, like so many sheep in a fold, without regard to sex or age.
As every object was new to me, everything I saw filled me with surprise. What
struck me first was that the houses were built with bricks and stories, and in
every respect different from those I had seen in Africa, but I was still more
astonished to see people on horseback. I did not know what this could mean,
and indeed I thought these people were full of nothing but magical arts.
While I was in this astonishment, one of my fellow prisoners spoke to a
countryman of his about the horses who said they were the same kind they had
in their country. I understood them, though they were from a distant part of
Africa and I thought it odd I had not seen any horses there; but afterwards
when I came to converse with different Africans, I found they had many horses
amongst them, and much larger than those I then saw.
We were not many days in the merchant's custody, before we were sold
after their usual manner...On a signal given, (as the beat of a drum), buyers
rush at once into the yard where the slaves are confined, and make a choice of
that parcel they like best. The noise and clamor with which this is attended,
and the eagerness visible in the countenances of the buyers, serve not a
little to increase the apprehension of terrified Africans...In this manner,
without scruple, are relations and friends separated, most of them never to
see each other again. I remember in the vessel in which I was brought
over...there were several brothers who, in the sale, were sold in different
lots; and it was very moving on this occasion, to see and hear their cries in
Source: The Interesting Narrative of the Life of Olaudah Equiano or
Gustavus Vassa the African (London, 1789).